25.08.2009 I pray

I Pray

I pray because its in my blood.

I pray to the big man above.

I pray for the ones I love.

I pray for the ones whom I don't like.

I pray to gain a relationship.

I pray to heal wounds.

I pray because time doesn't help.

I pray because the devil is trying to grab me.

I pray because I'm in love.

I pray to gain strength.

I pray to abolish weakness.

I pray to be strong.

I pray for everlasting friends.

He don't know but I pray for him.

I also pray for her too.

I pray for them because I know they won't.

I pray for school.

I pray for health.

I pray because you can't make me stop.

I pray to keep my head up.

I pray because HE is my therapist.

I pray because HE asks me to.

I pray because the biggest gift is PRAISE.

I pray to be closer to HIM.

I pray because it feels good.

Instead of stealing...I pray.

Instead of selling drugs....I pray.

Instead of fighting....I pray.

Instead of running...I pray.

Instead of crying.....I pray.

Instead of ending my life...I pray.

To get over mountains....I pray.

To ease my hurt...I pray.

To get over heartbreak....I pray.

I pray because HE has a plan for me.

I pray because HE works in mysterious ways.

Even if I didn't pray HE would still be there for me but instead of taking that chance...I pray.

I pray because HE listens.

I pray because HE will always answer me.

I pray because it makes me smile.

I pray.

I just pray.

I feel wonderful when I pray.

I pray for people I love and people I dislike.

Oh Yeah...I pray for myself too.

But the day isn't over until......

I PRAY!

24.08.2009 My first day!!

My first day as a SENIOR was veddy veddy INTERESTING. Thats right I said veddy. LOL. But anyway, So last year I had long hair and glasses. Well, this year I switched it up and did the SHORT hair CONTACTS thing. The first comment I got from this boy that had a thing for me was "So you trying to be extra sexie for me??" I was like N-WORD puhlease. Move around with yourself. All of my classes are off the chain and I have nothing but fools in my classes. In my AP ECONOMICS class this asian boy MIKE was already tying to FIRE me up, so I asked him to fix my CACULATOR and to see if his mama cold make me some EGGROLLS. It was nly right. LOL But I'm excited and I can't wait to see what GOD has in store for me this year. GOD works in mysterious ways in my case so I know it can only be good.
Huuuuugs and Kiiises,
Jasmine

17.08.2009 Therapy

Thank You India.Arie

Like breathe in (breathe in)

Let it go (shout it out)

Take deeps breathes and

real slow, calm down.

Close my eyes (soft spoke)

Ease my mind (take control)

From my body please

Work your Psychology

You're taking good care of me

Always been there for me

Boy I can't bear to leave

Cause I need your therapy

You've given me everything

So much I ever could need

Without you I'm so weak in the knees

I need your therapy

This section of India.Arie's "THERAPY" is for a special boy that re-grabbed my heart. He makes me smile everyday even when he falls asleep on me. Our conversations are never ending and he just makes me feel so...so...so indescribable. I don't know how to say this but uh....I might actually LIKE HIM!

Huuugs and Kiiiises,

Jasmine

11.08.2009 IDRGAF!!

S**T is crazy BlogWorld. One day my ex wanna work it out and then the next day he IGNORES me. So I'm through trying to work it out...FA REAL FA REAL. Have you ever just had that person that you don't know why you LIKE/LOVE them.. but you just KNOW you do? Thats how it is with me and OLD BUDDY. But now I just don't KNOW. I don't know where we stand. Like I KNOW he NOT my BOYFRIEND but he more than a FRIEND. But IDRGAF anymore. Just because you say you LOVE someone does not give you the right to try and CONTROL them, LOVE is two person feeling. Also. if you don't trust that PERSON then let it GO!
Huuuugs and Kiiises,
Jasmine

11.08.2009 Future BISONETTE!!

Don't get it twisted BlogWorld, I'm going to college. SCHOLARSHIP and all. (I'm claiming it). I am hoping to attend HOWARD UNIVERSITY....wait a minute.... I am GOING TO ATTEND Howard. I LOVE the atmosphere up and there and there is nothing that is going to change my mind. COLLEGE is going to get me ready for the REAL WORLD: waking up on my own, making sure my assignments are turned on time, and paying tuition. My PARENTS are there when I need them but its time for me to get out and find my place in this place we call the WORLD!!

08.09.2009 Life is too short!

LIFE is too SHORT! This boy that i have been cool/talking with DIED last night. I found out today around 2 pm and my HEART just dropped the floor. SHAQ b.k.a BOOMA wasn't a gang banger, a drug dealer or anything like that. I don't know the whole story but I THINK it was RP RT (wrong place. wrong time) But NEVERTHELESS, my dude is gone. WE had so much in common. This is my THANK YOU letter to SHAQ. Even though we haven't KNOWN each other that long, you still are the COOLEST,FUNNIEST,CUTEST dude I have ever known and I'm still waiting on that date to LEONARD'S BURGER JOINT!
Huuuugs and Kiiiises,
Jasmine

06.08.2009 Is all SLEEP good SLEEP??

Is all sleep good sleep??

PROS

• it is so relaxing


• it makes you more calm


• you feel better about yourself


• you stay alert and ready for anything

CONS

• if you do it too much your considered "pregnant"


• you can stunt your growth


• you can miss out on a lot of fun

3.08.2009 Sorry!!

Hey BlogWorld, SORRY I haven't been on here in a MINUTE but this is basically it in a LEFT nutshell. I just got back on Thursday MORNING from Maryland then FRIDAY morning I left for UT AUSTIN for a leadership conference. (That's right, I an a LEADER) LOL. Then I got back SATURDAY evening and got off the BUS and went straight to a 5 year old BIRTHDAY party where I was being HIT on by his 14 year old OLDER brother. ( He keep CLAIMING me!!) LOL. Then after the party I had to BABYSIT 2 2 year olds a 5 year old a 11 year old and a 14 year old. CRAZY night. Then I had to wake up SUNDAY morning for church, which I wasn't gone miss. I'm so SLEEPY BlogWorld. But until next time.....;
Huuugs and Kiiiises,
Jasmine